Monday, June 23, 2008

Research ku

Pening. Sakit kepala. Susah hati. Panik. Tired.

All those are what I'm feel now.

All about my research.

Please..... Tuhan... Tunjukkan aku jalan...Permudahkan kerja hambaMu ini... Amin...

I'm stress


It's stressful sometimes that I'm trying to be the perfect one, the perfect wife, the perfect mother, the perfect daughter,the perfect sister, the perfect student, the perfect teacher, the perfect friend, the perfect aunty, all at the same time.

I knew that no body perfect, but some one told me - be the no body. Yes I know this is impossible but I still try to be one. Up to an extend, it sometimes occur as a problem. Yes, being a perfectionist is a problem. Especially when things don't go my way and I get dissapointed and all affected. sigh.

Ku pendam duka ku sendiri....ha ha ha....paranoid

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Not yet.....

Ingatkan selesai internship, selesai le bebanan tugas aku sebagai seorg pelajar.
Not Yet...... research tak siap lagi rupanya. 20/06/08 hari terakhir aku di SMK Seksyen10 Kota Damansara. Di sini aku belajar menjadi seorang kaunselor dengan erti kata sebenarnya. Guru pembimbing aku bukan seorang sebaliknya 4 orang. Kak Shanty, Cikgu Harun, Kan Hanim & Kak Yati. Sedih ada nak tinggalkan, tapi lega kerana perpisahan ini memberi aku sedikit ruang untuk menyiapkan research yang masih separuh jalan.